MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

Chapter…. whatever…

If I sound whiney,

It’s because….

I AM-

To experience this on a daily basis is a struggle in and of itself.

I’ve been in this fight for almost 20 yrs.,

NON STOP….

I’m sharing my daily trials to help those that don’t understand how life is changing..,

In some cases, devastating…

It’s almost like you literally lose yourself in constant pain, only seeking some form of relief.

Fighting to keep your head above these troubling seas of depression cleaving to the only lifeline you have…

“HOPE…”

It takes time for spouses and loved ones to fully understand.

The thought that they suffer with you, cry with you..,

Pray for you…

Is clouded by self-absorbed turmoil…

It’s hard to see this in the darkness of your own suffering.

So we FIGHT ON

Fighting to live beyond this…

Which will never define Me…

Every Decision stems from a place of a pure belief🤔…

Believe…

LIMITLESS

I stopped debating on whether this vision was real.

Doubt couldn’t break this sealed Dream, in time;

A Promise visualized needing only time to be realized…

Spied out through Day Dreams and Night Visions weaving this Dream;

Catching every opportunity at a glance,

my stance is,

Confident that this Dream will soon be in grip..;

This dream will soon be in Grip

Day 6…

#DARE2DREAM

LIMITLESS

Letting my mind wonder wandering where Dreams stay maintained in a World of little risk, takers of the moment are the usual Standouts defeaters of the doubt lurking in the darkness whispering in the corner-

These..,

UNSTOPPABLEDREAMER’S

These,

Standouts

Breakers of the “Normal” way of doing things.

Against rejecting stands a Dreamer wages War meeting each day more determined than before.

For a Dreamer knows the Value of their Dreams sown.

For this,

They risk ALL…

(Verb) VISION- imagine

Vision…

LIMITLESS

Prevailing over distractions which are intending to cause loss of traction.

Now it’s time to unmask them…

See “them” for what, “They” are drawing you in. Focusing your attention on shortening your extension into Vision…

You Try-

Trying to reach for the sweet fruit of Dreams…

A savory peach dripping with the intentions reserved just for you…

The goodness intended to overflow you, overrunning, spilling, gushing rushing over!

Pouring this rich refreshing flow into these seeds of good deeds sown…

But you must set your gaze to be drawn to the fresh taste from the fruits picked from this God-given redemption-

This field of Grace…

Let not impatience draw your gaze from the Sweet Taste of Life…

Everything in due season.

The Sweetest Fruit is bitter to the Palette;

Until its season has come,

“Let Patience have Her Perfect Work…”

‘Let your light so shine!” – LIMITLESS www.surge365.com/TRIPS4HOPE #UNSTOPPABLEDREAMER #TRIPS4HOPE #LIVELOVEHOPE #SURGE365

COMMAND THE MORNING

LIMITLESS

Telling my Dreams to,

SPEAK

Yelling with ear piercing shrekes-

They break slumber to induce an agitated desire-

Stirring the ambers until a Fire breaks out…

A call to action punctures my Soul..,

“it is TIME….

I got some REAL GOOD music on, and it’s time to, “Let them hands go…!”

Redemption Tears

LIMITLESS

I soak in a pool of desire…,

Found hungry–

For, 

Hope approach’s in the distance gathering strength

Drawing from the waling of…

Understanding,

How each stress endured never fractured

Hope-

Secured

Rising from the furnace of dreams,

Ringing Triumphant!

Clear as Silver Trumpets calling Kings home….

I soak in a pool of desire–

Hoping to drown in redemption’s undertow…..