MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

Chapter…. whatever…

If I sound whiney,

It’s because….

I AM-

To experience this on a daily basis is a struggle in and of itself.

I’ve been in this fight for almost 20 yrs.,

NON STOP….

I’m sharing my daily trials to help those that don’t understand how life is changing..,

In some cases, devastating…

It’s almost like you literally lose yourself in constant pain, only seeking some form of relief.

Fighting to keep your head above these troubling seas of depression cleaving to the only lifeline you have…

“HOPE…”

It takes time for spouses and loved ones to fully understand.

The thought that they suffer with you, cry with you..,

Pray for you…

Is clouded by self-absorbed turmoil…

It’s hard to see this in the darkness of your own suffering.

So we FIGHT ON

Fighting to live beyond this…

Which will never define Me…

ANOTHER CHAPTER IN MY LIFE/FIGHT WITH MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX Cont….

F#@% where do I start here…

Okay…

After I freaked out because my arm went rouge;

Deciding to lock up on its own!

My muscles flexing to the point of tearing themselves apart at the seems…

ON TOP OF THE  BURNING OF THE SOUL PIERCING ELECTRIC SHOCK!!!!

That came with exposed Nurves touching each other…

Slow salt in the wound Torture came every day,

All day…

When will this END???!!!

Then I remembered an old friend…

https://www.iheart.com/artist/tom-doolie-rudy-raw-34630045/songs/whelve-164558796/?cmp=android_share&sc=android_social_share&pr=false

RHYTHMIC BLISS…

BY LIMITLESS

CAUGHT up,

In a moment, waiting, pacing through back and forth on what’s the next

Time moves passing from frame to frame.

Slowly, I take it in like breath to pen when the wind of inspiration hits it’s like a rhythm begins…

Melodies these words play,

This is word play,

Keys send notes forming this rythem.

They wrestle in tandom fighting for the solo-

Light spots this rhythmic bliss…

On my mind, these words kiss…

Rest Easy… Sit back & VIBE OUT WITH ME 🙏🏾

Start at 40:00💞

HOPE….

LIMITLESS

I welcome in the brightness of day

Another given.

This legacy has risen to shine, bringing solidarity to the community.

It takes a village to raise a child, providing safety.

Together, we raise the standard of community involvement…

Peaceful steps we place on this road we lay for the future to walk upon…

So let’s make sure our children live beyond today…

Together, we give them a  chance…

I wanna see these babie’s dance…

TO ALL THE FATHERS OUT THERE… IT IS COMING CLOSE TO THE DAY HERE IN THE USA when we honor the heads of our families…  TO ALL FATHERS, DADS, GRANDFATHERS, STEPDADS, UNCLE/ DADS….NEVER STOP DREAMING… YOU COULD BE CLOSER THEN YOU THINK…

CAPTURE YOUR MOMENT

LIMITLESS

No sleep on the path to step my feet onto the ground,

proven to prove me to be real…

These dreams still play musicals in my head, victory dancing…

Realizing I am only a moment away…

Listening to 31:14 play…

Repeating lessons in my head resting on the wisdom gained

Rewinding these moments to remind me of the rea-sons…

The Blessings of Family comes with the weight of responsibility with all your ability. You lay everything on a promise no Man could give but lives in every breath taken…

Be not mistaken-

Failure has never been an option

Im locked in every day,

A Phoenix burnt by some lessons in Life left a mark upon this sunkissed skin tone…

A warrior down to the bone…

Seeking,

Fighting,

Striving..,

To Dream…

A DAD

A FATHER

A KING…

RIGHTEOUS PERSUITS…

THE SWEET TASTE

LIMITLESS

Who am I?

A reflection of The KING!

IN I-

looking with a redeeming eye.

I was Blind!

Now I see how I can transform into this new identity,

of me,

The King & I reflecting The King in eye.

Aspiring to do great things with the motivation of a Great Dream.

Sprouting great wings!

Flying higher than the greatest of expectations!

Walking in a forever revelation.

Bathing in an eternal destination –

Life Continues…

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HEY WORDPRESS FAMILY FOLLOW TAYLORSPOETRYCORNER.COM…

I am in the process of putting together my 1st poetry book.

I could really use your help selecting the poems I am going to include in VOL 1 of

‘MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX’

MY FIGHT WITH MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS…

I would appreciate your time in either remembering, searching, or newly reading your favorite poem on

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Thank you everyone 💓🖖🏾

This is just me…

If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why?

May be I’m too deep of a thinker..🤔

May be its a LIBBRAS Feature.

Besides,

I can only be Me fighting to see all the distinct features through the mirrored lens…

Being true to Self,

And honorable among friends.

I can only be Me,

Myself,

& I…

Flying above and beyond impossible boundaries…

LIVING LIFE

LIMITLESS 🫡

Who else could I be..?

I’m still trying to Master-

Me…

As we go through a New Year, don’t forget to appreciate the person looking back at you in the reflections of life… Don’t forget all you have LIVED Through… Celebrate every win, big or small, celebrate the person you are becoming. Celebrate Life…

CELEBRATE YOU…

LIMITLESS

After all is said and done,

This year, I hope to see you more clearly.

Clearing the picture others have posted to fit your frame in an effort to tame the mind.

In this time, I hope you redefine who You say You are!

Holding up each scar as a testament of how far you have come…

You have made it!

You have crossed over into a New.

2024 has much in-store for those who are searching,

Anticipating,

Expecting…

The coming celebration of one who has recovered that which was lost…