Invited by http://www.surge365.com/trips4hope
Waking up jumping into Me.
Strapping on the Worlds concerns.
Big Brother persuasions impact my canvas.
So I extract this blemish to begin to repaint in the shade of selfish ambition.
Sipping the Get right to focus the light observing the burdens SELFISHNESS has given.
When Gut bends this will to yield all I have, to the service of others,
Forsaking Self to reside behind shattered glass;
Mirrored Cuts scarring vision to only see a flawed giving of Self.
Let the healing begin!
How can I give what is broken?
Calling it good when the tarnished image continues to muster under surface…
This Greedy perspective of doing to be seen winning onlookers praise…
This is unhealthy, appearing to be benevolent when it’s only SELFISH EGO I feed starving the needs of my true SELF…
Let me reverse this outlook turning it inward facing the despicable truths of a wounded character-
Activating the urge of applause,
Time to gather SELF!
Bringing into mind the desire, the will, to find the real SELF untangled from the false images presented.
Time to invest in this-
New Age SELFISHNESS…
A CALL TOO HOPE, AGAIN…
Ghost like footsteps towards new heights floating amongst cloudless vision;
Blue Sky Horizons seen with every decision pasted to Time-
Imprinting thoughts stamping
-Second’s passing with meaning.
This is the State of Dreaming:
“Now OPEN to accepting residential applications!”
Come stay awhile to
DAYS BEHIND ME…
Some moments blend in with the thoughts of Today.
Remembering times before the unrest-
Still issues buried, for, most struggles where none outside of Self…
Things have changed where the hidden have no shade to duck away from.
Now you can’t take your eyes from the proof…
Things have to Change!
-as they should to perpetuate growth, change is a constant.
A daily envelope of Hope sent to give notice;
Yesterday is a page to be read.
Learn from words written upon its bruised pages…
LEARN from the Days before to rightly build the path through Today.
Must find our Way…
We Must find a way…
At Times I think of the damaging; Encouraging; Weakening; Strengthening Power of the words we use towards the future we are grooming…
Reflecting on this Reflection in front of Eye
I spied into the abyss of this Darkness.
The Deep speaks of hidden treasures I reach up to grasp at last!
Then I look back at the trail left from this pursuit.
Ripped ground left behind focusing-
On breaking ground with a tarnished Hero logo..?
While feelings feel empty-
This Victory is Pyrrhic at best;
How could I have-
Woken from this night terror.
Fighting to cast these razor edge remarks asunder in the flames of yesterday.
I look at my little Kings resting in the morning dawn,
I stand reflecting on the reflection I desire not to shape.
So I reset my mindset with the rising of the new…
I Grow Up…
It haunts the thoughts
Searching for that small ledge to gain ground in the mind.
The 1st stage of ambition-
The Desire to obtain what some would label impossible
– I’m possibly closing in on that light in the distance.
Overcoming the cold darkness of purposeless existence…
This WANT has gained a rooted hold upon the field of Dreaming of abundance where needs are met at a simple whim…
This WANT for harmony amongst this World we HAVE TOO coexist beyond Hatred…
What you want…
TOO KNOW WHY…
Be a spur of the moment in a moment making a choice to learn something new…
Yes I speak of lessons given daily, but maybe that’s what it’s all about… 🤔
Working daily to figure out this form mirrored back at me.
Reaccuring Dreams of what I want to see feel embedded in me.
Imprinting every Morning canvas…
The Mission remains to light up this darkness.
Adjusting to this new reality of how this battle is to be raged.
Comments on the table hidden no longer holding this in attitude perceived taken as threatening…
I aint got time,
The Energy to dance this waltz of immaturity-
can’t speak my-
Too aggressive attitude depresses to make your insults more comfortable…
Progressing past their mist trust of their outside world doesn’t have to project its darkness into my bright future.
So I live and learn accepting the adjustments needed.
Still I refuse to satisfy your ego binges-
I move on…
BUILDING TOWARDS THE NEW…
They are happening Daily frustrations are pinned against Faithful Hope
Staining eternity with the desires of the righteous heart
Beating with an everglowing fire
This divine desire to see hope restored in the eyes looking towards a new Today…