I still feel…PAIN
Today’s loss came at a high cost…
Shook like a 7.9 quake after shock…
Still in shock!
The Loss of a Friend, Brother-
I pray for comfort for Father, and Mother;
The Sisters Who loss a Brother…
seems to be in retreat…
This loss of Life has the feel of defeat…😰
Still I Run my Race, even through this emptiness I face..😥
Still I Feel, with every new breath taken… Treasured the more…😢
Until I Heal from the pain of this…R.I.P My Friend..,Until we meet again…😭
ENTER A WOKEN DREAM
Than the Me in Yesterday.
In the Past I learn…
Learned from each final exam, and then passed on experiences,
Born from Wisdom-
She taught Me to Forgive,
So the ‘Old Man’ ties I severed.
Never reaping again the bitter harvest of regret-
Was Baptised on this Cross I bare.
Where ‘I’ was barried in the ashes of a Death like slumber.
Forgetting who I was;
Before I traveled deminsional bridges…
Across the Space in Time, riding the Winds of a Dream…
The moment I awoke…
I soaked in the Hot Spring Waters of Life, & took my first breath of refreshment…
Rising from the ashes of the Past,
I set the Sky on Fire!
As I recieve the Call to Climb, Deeper into Soul…
Resurrecting the Love buried with-in….
I laugh as I chase the material of Thought.
Reaching for them…
The instantaneous spontaneous outburst of imagination formed into creation.
A moment of thought, that Spark of light-
Seeing beyond the clouds as I take flight.
Whether I’m walking on the light of a Graceful Day, or caught in the grip of the Seductress Night Moon…
Thoughts loom, waiting as clay awaits the Potters finger tips.
I thurst to grip this,
Birthed in Thought Element…
Weaving Webs to catch a Dream,
Tying it into realities tight,
Trying to make it right,
The same image I see at night.
The same image that,
To those I remember…,
When We where young, and full of Life and ambition.
Mental Visions dim,
Withering and cold.
I’m desperately trying to hold onto the distant…..
“Please forgive these hand woven tears I’m shedding on this keyboard holding to these pictures taken in the moment…..”
Trying to keep Memories from dulling.
So I sow these tears to feed them, keeping them fluorescent.
Taken away by Coldplay ‘Everglow’ as these tears sow…
Pouring into the Soil…
These Memories grow….🙏🏾😢
I Dance on Clouds…..
I dance upon Clouds…
Singing Joyfully without a care weighting on me!
Tip-toeing on Stars-
wrapped in their Corona’s,
I feel warmth-
Leaping into the possible.
I Travel from Dimension to Domains unrestrained, lassoing a Commits Train.
Stay relentless climbing outta trenches, pits and mental prisons,
because I had not courage to face IT…
Basically I was sick of seeing a Victim in Me, cringing cowardly..,
“I RIP YOU OUT OF ME”
I grab at the anchor, linking Spirit to Soul-
I walk away…
From this Battle for Soul…