MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

ME AND A LIL FRUIT TREE…

Passing from pill to pill-

Opiods SUCK-

From percocet to vicodin and back again.

TO No effect,  OPIODS SUCK, did nothing to mask that,

MS SUCKS!

The pain!

So I reached back into my memory banks, pulling up times full of smiles and laughter with some great food after,

Back to 19…

Reflecting on Purple and Green…

Buds are broken to fill a void…

A piece in the storm raging under layers of painful waves crashing against the walls of sanity…

Finally, a ledge to halt this free fall grabbing hold of a peaceful calm…

“HEY”

“Pass the Bong!”

Finally, relief…

Peace…

Found in a Cannabis leaf…

SCREEN VS US… Ready… SET… SCROLL OR NO SCROLL?

We don’t talk anymore….

LIMITLESS

We don’t talk anymore…

We scroll…

Spending mostly precious time blind to the fact they’re scrolling by…

We don’t talk about our day, Outside of the Mondain complaints

We don’t talk about Our Dreams…

We don’t talk about what’s truly on our hearts…

We don’t..,

Talk,

We scroll from story to story, true or false, someone’s opinion caught up in our mental wash plus the cost is taxing…

How could this be a form of relaxing?!

It’s distracting, Impacting these moments.

Each moment lived only-

once

before

They were counted as noticeable now discarded

Disposable as long as the screen is scrollable…

We need a disconnect to reconnect with Us…

No phones, no tablets, no social anything;

Just Us…

I love US…

I Miss Us…

MY ANGEL & I ARE SAYING GOOD BY TO A DEAR FRIEND…, R.I.P

FORGET ME KNOTS…

LIMITLESS

Coiled!

SNARED!

Thick are the memories we are left with;

Times spent building new bridges,

Bonding two Worlds in Life.

Experiencing shared moments forever sealed…

Not Many make an impact immediately drawing near tieing together a never loosening grip…

I refuse too let it slip!

This Bond of Friendship…😢

Hindsight- understanding of a situation or event only after it has happened or developed, Is always…

2020

LIMITLESS

Clearer now the picture of how necessary it was for me to go through a formitable gantlet of choices…

Oh the lessons they came with looking back only to grip the wisdom found through it.

The light at the end.

An epiphany to bend perception taking on a different direction.

Learning as I go;

As I grow…

…….🤔

WRITERS BLOCK…

LIMITLESS

The feeling of redundancy displayed I…

Patterns I see showing the same side of Me..;

THIS REDUNDANCY..!

Feedback maybe what’s needed to inspire,

Too Light this dimming fire..🤔

Inspiration!

The aspiration of the Artist seeking for a refreshing.

Something New and Innovative.

“UGH..!”

What do I say?!

This hidden stressing revolving thoughts that seem to repeat…

“What is the lesson they speak?”

Is it accepting where my decisions have landed Me?

Should I give more of myself so that others may know my Truth?

What to do?

What to say?

Is it my own mind I’m trying to change today?

If so…

What do I say..?

BUILDING with Bricks layer by layer in search of ones Trueself…

SANCTIFIED…

LIMITLESS

The exposed shows flaw’s in need & desperate-

Desperately clinging to the Life given.

Change view-

Now understanding what’s been given.

I release the guilt of lost moments…

&

Say good bye too regrets.

Change view-

“I AM FREE…”

A Moment Appreciated…

Caught up in the breeze…

LIMITLESS

This Time…

Passing-

By-

Moments tapped in realizing in them I AM free from the past reaching after me in waves of aftermath-

Decision’s…

Choice…

So I do the Math seeing the cost of tossing away Moments meant to be…

“I must go through too get to the reality resting upon the winds of Promise.”

This time I AM taking position to own these lessons found in the Moments honing this mental projection-

Picture pointing the direction written upon a renewed heart beating.

The Heartbeats…

The paces of time counted in every passing moment like the breeze sent by the winds of

Change…

Change-

Today…

Melting In the peaceful silence of this moment…

Smile.., You’re alive

LIMITLESS

Sitting in the dimming silence of the Day…

My mind proceeds to reflect on lesson’s given in situations which has risen to Occasion dangling the fruit of potential wrapped in the skin covering,

Risks,

Are taken when the decision is made to release all fear and Jump into Change…

Held in mind..,

A decision clamping to,

Clinging too-

Time…

Moments exhilarating-

Exciting Passion as the ‘Ocean of Chance’ is splashed in.

Life is basked in when taking in every moment-

Living…