ANOTHER CHAPTER IN MY LIFE/FIGHT WITH MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX Cont….

F#@% where do I start here…

Okay…

After I freaked out because my arm went rouge;

Deciding to lock up on its own!

My muscles flexing to the point of tearing themselves apart at the seems…

ON TOP OF THEΒ  BURNING OF THE SOUL PIERCING ELECTRIC SHOCK!!!!

That came with exposed Nurves touching each other…

Slow salt in the wound Torture came every day,

All day…

When will this END???!!!

Then I remembered an old friend…

TO ALL THE FATHERS OUT THERE… IT IS COMING CLOSE TO THE DAY HERE IN THE USA when we honor the heads of our families…Β  TO ALL FATHERS, DADS, GRANDFATHERS, STEPDADS, UNCLE/ DADS….NEVER STOP DREAMING… YOU COULD BE CLOSER THEN YOU THINK…

CAPTURE YOUR MOMENT

LIMITLESS

No sleep on the path to step my feet onto the ground,

proven to prove me to be real…

These dreams still play musicals in my head, victory dancing…

Realizing I am only a moment away…

Listening to 31:14 play…

Repeating lessons in my head resting on the wisdom gained

Rewinding these moments to remind me of the rea-sons…

The Blessings of Family comes with the weight of responsibility with all your ability. You lay everything on a promise no Man could give but lives in every breath taken…

Be not mistaken-

Failure has never been an option

Im locked in every day,

A Phoenix burnt by some lessons in Life left a mark upon this sunkissed skin tone…

A warrior down to the bone…

Seeking,

Fighting,

Striving..,

To Dream…

A DAD

A FATHER

A KING…

ROMANTIC RYTHEMS REST ON THE MIND…

“CATCH IT AND…

LIMITLESS

It’s an electric selection laying sounds down on a frequency that vibes with me…

Sweet are the rhythmic beats spicy with a hint of…

Keep your attention on the key positions fingers drifting in and out of the sway of…

Electric is the vibe, yet subtle, shocking its impressions laser carving action resulting in the satisfaction of-

Just vibe out…”

IT’S BEEN A YEAR…. WHO’S READY TOO SLAM THE DOOR SHUT ON THIS CHAPTER?

EXPECTATION….

LIMITLESS

Reminiscing on 2 years past on fast tracks seen

Riding on the rails of lessons given-

Tracking-

Footsteps through a journey unexpected delving

into the intricacies of Self,

Developing,

Reflecting,

PROGRESSING….

AT THIS POINT IN TIME IN THIS TIME OF MY LIFE ONE THING GROWS EVER CLEAR… How are the Generations to Learn to NOT make the SAME mistakes prior Generations have made? What is the most valuable treasure past down from Generation to Generation? Hidden in every lesson learned a whisper is heard, Wisdom speaks-

TEACH ONE…

LIMITLESS

Different Versions of Life painted with the slightest hand

Branding…

Tattood pages in time,

Leaving these tapestries upon digital scrolls;

Freewriting the blueprint generations will follow Building this future upon ever present foundations holding up the Hope for tomorrow.

Growing through trial and tribulations

As they exibit the Reward of Patience shared through experiences told-

Teaching…

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Many thoughts ponder in the mind seeking to make sense of these senseless Times…

TOO KNOW WHY…

LIMITLESS

“Never rest”

Be a spur of the moment in a moment making a choice to learn something new…

Yes I speak of lessons given daily, but maybe that’s what it’s all about… πŸ€”

Working daily to figure out this form mirrored back at me.

Reflection-

Reaccuring Dreams of what I want to see feel embedded in me.

Imprinting every Morning canvas…

The Mission remains to light up this darkness.

Adjusting to this new reality of how this battle is to be raged.

Seeing clearer-

now-

I know…

Melting In the peaceful silence of this moment…

Smile.., You’re alive

LIMITLESS

Sitting in the dimming silence of the Day…

My mind proceeds to reflect on lesson’s given in situations which has risen to Occasion dangling the fruit of potential wrapped in the skin covering,

Risks,

Are taken when the decision is made to release all fear and Jump into Change…

Held in mind..,

A decision clamping to,

Clinging too-

Time…

Moments exhilarating-

Exciting Passion as the ‘Ocean of Chance’ is splashed in.

Life is basked in when taking in every moment-

Living…

Every Decision stems from a place of a pure beliefπŸ€”…

Believe…

LIMITLESS

I stopped debating on whether this vision was real.

Doubt couldn’t break this sealed Dream, in time;

A Promise visualized needing only time to be realized…

Spied out through Day Dreams and Night Visions weaving this Dream;

Catching every opportunity at a glance,

my stance is,

Confident that this Dream will soon be in grip..;

This dream will soon be in Grip