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MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX
CHAPTER-
There are days when it’s not all bad…
Dealing with multiple sclerosis,
Plus, dealing with the trials of the day
make it that much more valuable;
when you get days where you feel
Somewhat Normal.
Im still on a mission to find a cure to defeat this adversary once and, truly, for ALL.
A cure for me & all who are walking this path with me…
It’s a different perspective on life when you are confronted with your own mortality.
It’s a festering thought in the back of the mind,
Taunting & Cruel,
Reminding you that you are on borrowed time…
Still..,
That is overcome by the love I have surrounding me, reminding me that all is not lost.
As it was said to me by my spiritual mentor, ” As long as you are alive, there is always Hope…” – Apostle M. Waller
HOPE is my Anchor in this Storm.
An anchor held firmly in my grip…
HOPE, everlasting…
…..9/11……
Take a moment..
Remember our Fallen…
Remember the 1st responders who gave their all… even their lives to answer the call…
Remember our generations Pearl Harbor…
Remember the soldiers still fighting this seemingly endless war…
Remember…. 🥺😢😭
REST IN LOVE TO THOSE WE REMEMBER TODAY….
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX
CHAPTER….
Well,
These last few days have been…
Well,
Depression is REAL…
It’s hard at times to find your way out.
By Gods grace, I have a strong support circle who is here to lift me up and keep me afloat.
It is TRUE
“TEAM WORK MAKES THE DREAM WORK”
I hope and pray you have the same
strength with in you, as well as around you.
Keep pushing forward, learn the lesson of the day & move towards the next adventure.
LIFE is a one-time experience…
Dont spend it in the Dark of Depression…
THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER,
Not only in life,
but..,
Within yourself as well…
Besides…
Quitting has NEVER been an option…
🙏🏾
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX CONTINUES….
At the start of the day, many can attest to this. There is a gloomy cloud over your head to greet you…
For those who may not understand,
The battle with depression is REAL…
Multiple sclerosis brings its own burden with it, and then you compound adulting on top of that!
It’s a real struggle.
There is a reason we wave the MS WARRIORS banner.
This is a real Fight for your Life.
A fight to retain who you are while staying a float mentality.
This is not for the faint of heart…
Multiple sclerosis will reveal what kind of heart you have.
WARRIORS LIVE HERE 💪🏾
TO WIN IS THE ONLY OBJECTIVE…
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX
ANOTHER DAY IN THE BOOKS…
While STREET FIGHTER RINGS IN MY HEAD,
“ROUND 1 FIGHT!!!’
As I wake up with EVERYTHING on
DEF-COM 3!
Here we go again…
Rolling out of bed slow and easy…
OUCH!!!
Walking through the house OUCH-
Ouch!!!!
Pens and Needles + the occasional electric shock through my spine, legs, feet…
What a DAY…
STILL UNDEFEATED THOUGH!!!
CURE HUNTING STILL MISSION 1!!!
There will be a day when I win while I yet live and breathe!
NO WAY THESE SCARS WILL BIND ME!!!
But…
The fact of the Matter is…
IM TIRED, LOL
I’m running on a quarter of a tank here….
But still…
UNDEFEATED!!!
Still standing!!!
Still FIGHTING 💪🏾🫶🏾
🤔….
Who do you spend the most time with?
MYSELF!
🤣
There MUST be a lounge in my head where these thoughts mingle.
Sitting with Cannabis cigar in hand,
Reflecting on the day & how it was spent.
Time investments made towards the portfolio of life.
Calculating ratios of wins vs. loses…
Adjusting the line-up of decisions that lay before the next day.
My eyes drift off to the distance exploring the scene.
My thoughts and I cycle outcomes of our next move on the chess board.
Spending countless hours contemplating each move made…
To answer this question,
Who do you spend the most time with?
I would have to say myself…
Whom it takes a Lifetime to know…
3…🤔
List three books that have had an impact on you. Why?
1: Bible- Spiritual Foundation
2: RICH DAD POOR DAD- Finacial Foundation
3: CAT in the HAT- 😁 Poetic Foundation
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX
Chapter…. whatever…
If I sound whiney,
It’s because….
I AM-
To experience this on a daily basis is a struggle in and of itself.
I’ve been in this fight for almost 20 yrs.,
NON STOP….
I’m sharing my daily trials to help those that don’t understand how life is changing..,
In some cases, devastating…
It’s almost like you literally lose yourself in constant pain, only seeking some form of relief.
Fighting to keep your head above these troubling seas of depression cleaving to the only lifeline you have…
“HOPE…”
It takes time for spouses and loved ones to fully understand.
The thought that they suffer with you, cry with you..,
Pray for you…
Is clouded by self-absorbed turmoil…
It’s hard to see this in the darkness of your own suffering.
So we FIGHT ON
Fighting to live beyond this…
Which will never define Me…
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