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MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX
CHAPTER-
There are days when it’s not all bad…
Dealing with multiple sclerosis,
Plus, dealing with the trials of the day
make it that much more valuable;
when you get days where you feel
Somewhat Normal.
Im still on a mission to find a cure to defeat this adversary once and, truly, for ALL.
A cure for me & all who are walking this path with me…
It’s a different perspective on life when you are confronted with your own mortality.
It’s a festering thought in the back of the mind,
Taunting & Cruel,
Reminding you that you are on borrowed time…
Still..,
That is overcome by the love I have surrounding me, reminding me that all is not lost.
As it was said to me by my spiritual mentor, ” As long as you are alive, there is always Hope…” – Apostle M. Waller
HOPE is my Anchor in this Storm.
An anchor held firmly in my grip…
HOPE, everlasting…
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX
ANOTHER DAY IN THE BOOKS…
While STREET FIGHTER RINGS IN MY HEAD,
“ROUND 1 FIGHT!!!’
As I wake up with EVERYTHING on
DEF-COM 3!
Here we go again…
Rolling out of bed slow and easy…
OUCH!!!
Walking through the house OUCH-
Ouch!!!!
Pens and Needles + the occasional electric shock through my spine, legs, feet…
What a DAY…
STILL UNDEFEATED THOUGH!!!
CURE HUNTING STILL MISSION 1!!!
There will be a day when I win while I yet live and breathe!
NO WAY THESE SCARS WILL BIND ME!!!
But…
The fact of the Matter is…
IM TIRED, LOL
I’m running on a quarter of a tank here….
But still…
UNDEFEATED!!!
Still standing!!!
Still FIGHTING 💪🏾🫶🏾
🤔….
Who do you spend the most time with?
MYSELF!
🤣
There MUST be a lounge in my head where these thoughts mingle.
Sitting with Cannabis cigar in hand,
Reflecting on the day & how it was spent.
Time investments made towards the portfolio of life.
Calculating ratios of wins vs. loses…
Adjusting the line-up of decisions that lay before the next day.
My eyes drift off to the distance exploring the scene.
My thoughts and I cycle outcomes of our next move on the chess board.
Spending countless hours contemplating each move made…
To answer this question,
Who do you spend the most time with?
I would have to say myself…
Whom it takes a Lifetime to know…
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX
Chapter…. whatever…
If I sound whiney,
It’s because….
I AM-
To experience this on a daily basis is a struggle in and of itself.
I’ve been in this fight for almost 20 yrs.,
NON STOP….
I’m sharing my daily trials to help those that don’t understand how life is changing..,
In some cases, devastating…
It’s almost like you literally lose yourself in constant pain, only seeking some form of relief.
Fighting to keep your head above these troubling seas of depression cleaving to the only lifeline you have…
“HOPE…”
It takes time for spouses and loved ones to fully understand.
The thought that they suffer with you, cry with you..,
Pray for you…
Is clouded by self-absorbed turmoil…
It’s hard to see this in the darkness of your own suffering.
So we FIGHT ON
Fighting to live beyond this…
Which will never define Me…
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It is an awful awareness, this…
SECRET SILENCE…
LIMITLESS
An open smile to resemble better,
But,
Behind this-
This perceived broken self loathing
Choaking on words.
They are rusted daggers at the ready
Held steady by a tempered spirit
Hidden behind this display of strength-
He crumbles without notice…
With silent tears, he holds ground believing…
He has no other choice!
But to…
HE MUST LIVE…
RIGHTEOUS PERSUITS…
THE SWEET TASTE…
LIMITLESS
Who am I?
A reflection of The KING!
IN I-
looking with a redeeming eye.
I was Blind!
Now I see how I can transform into this new identity,
of me,
The King & I reflecting The King in eye.
Aspiring to do great things with the motivation of a Great Dream.
Sprouting great wings!
Flying higher than the greatest of expectations!
Walking in a forever revelation.
Bathing in an eternal destination –
Life Continues…
This is just me…
If you could be someone else for a day, who would you be, and why?
May be I’m too deep of a thinker..🤔
May be its a LIBBRAS Feature.
Besides,
I can only be Me fighting to see all the distinct features through the mirrored lens…
Being true to Self,
And honorable among friends.
I can only be Me,
Myself,
& I…
Flying above and beyond impossible boundaries…
LIVING LIFE
LIMITLESS 🫡
Who else could I be..?
I’m still trying to Master-
Me…
HAVE A GOOD TIME IN THE TIME RECEIVED SPREADING HOPE, LOVE, AND PEACE…
A GOOD DAY VIBE…
LIMITLESS
IT BEGINS WITH A RUSH OF LIGHT BREAKING THROUGH THE DARKNESS OF NIGHT…
To many’s delight,
A new frame is taking place as the hopeful gather strength to face
The reflection of Day.
Many pray, giving grateful thanks to the One True.
Some pass through happily to handle the basics.
Others make their pace quick with a hunger of-
” I HAVE TO MAKE IT”
COME TRUE
THIS DREAM OF MINE…
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