MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

CHAPTER-

There are days when it’s not all bad…

Dealing with multiple sclerosis,

Plus, dealing with the trials of the day

make it that much more valuable;

when you get days where you feel

Somewhat Normal.

Im still on a mission to find a cure to defeat this adversary once and, truly, for ALL.

A cure for me & all who are walking this path with me…

It’s a different perspective on life when you are confronted with your own mortality.

It’s a festering thought in the back of the mind,

Taunting & Cruel,

Reminding you that you are on borrowed time…

Still..,

That is overcome by the love I have surrounding me, reminding me that all is not lost.

As it was said to me by my spiritual mentor, ” As long as you are alive, there is always Hope…” – Apostle M. Waller

HOPE is my Anchor in this Storm.

An anchor held firmly in my grip…

HOPE, everlasting…

Some say True Love is a Fantasy. Some say it lays hidden where the Imaginations are aloft in the Clouds… I say I have found a place I have sought for… I have overcome the Lies FEAR, of betrayal has imprinted its singeing scares upon Flesh, Now mended, and Finally…

SAFE…

LIMITLESS

Feeling blessed to be able to stay and lay in your hands my heart to Rest.

Trust has been difficult for me-

My heart, hidden behind insecurities while Life reaches in unlocking Me…

Learning through the Day,

that perception is seen,

A reflection of Me;

Now I see the flowed Perfection that is Me…

I hand you my most Value kept in this possession,

Valuable and fragile..,

This part of Me…

The Trust we’ve built freed me from the Cells of,

LONELY.

In Your hands, my Heart finally rests protected-

A whisper is heard in rhythmic beats soothing,

Saying..,

“Hold Me…”

“Finally I’m where I want to be…”

SAFE…

Stacking the pieces together too form a Great desire. Striving to satisfy an inner drive too SEE the Vision Completed; Almost seems..,

Never Ending…

LIMITLESS

A Congestion of thoughts rise in mingaled priority.

I must assemble this cluster of purposeful inspiration…

I WANT IT ALL!

“PATIENCE”

Is commanded upon the Wings of Wisdom…

This cool breeze holds the atmosphere of Sucesses’ Secrets.

“PATIENCE”

Again is heard in midnight heart beats where this Dream speaks its Strongest desire..,

“DON’T FORGET ME…!”

“WHEN, the darkness of doubt creeps over the hills of tomorrow.”

“CLING TO ME”

My Dream speaks…

Yielding to the firvuer of Hopes call.

Clinging to the plow,

Looking not Back!

I forge ahead…

What is This Love? WHY is it so STRONG? These Hearts… These Souls… WHY..? ❤

WHY THEY BEAT…

LIMITLESS

Two Hearts beating in synchronicity living a Love carefree.

Just Free to Be.

To Trust…

To Dream together holding each, as if to let go would mean suffocation, an existence trapped in lowliness.

They Rest Knowing this is the place our hearts have called Home…

Hands, open up to a promise to hold, protect, Love, and Treasure.

Held in the care of another, Love, their Foundation.

For what is Love without Trust shared in Life told true.

This Love Story fit for Two Hearts

Beating as One…

“To me, every hour of the day and night is an unspeakably perfect miracle.” – Walt Whitman

ONE MORE DAY…

LIMITLESS

I’ve been told that “it’s the little things, that make the biggest difference.”

So I thought and sought after the council found in remembrance.

I saw the ‘after Failure!’

The stumbling block one tumbles into.

A Rut cut from repeated actions…

Habits!

Life patterns which are shaped by repeated thinking-

viewing this portrait incomplete,

A Failure.

Falling Short…

Continually missing the Mark-

These thoughts repeat-

“IMAGINATION IS SLEEP’

‘OPEN YOUR EYE’S…”

See it from a lesson point of view repeated until this new thought is in the mind’s eye,

Sculptured.

Set erect.

A statue shaped by a Perspective made new.

Made to consume the fuel of Success found in this changed mindset.

Realizing it’s all how you see it🤔

Triumph or Tragedy sadly I’ve seen them both.

Learning, growing, becoming,

Truth…

It’s a Miracle after all this pandering a New Day is granted.

Class begins again…

#UNSTOPPABLEDREAMER

What will you give..?

LIMITLESS

A Question is wrestling in my mind.

Questioning the cost of Time…

Looking at those who’ve come before,

While Gazing on the Here & Now.

I think of the guidance given by mentors, the carvers of this Me.

They still press me-

Exciting the overcomer within.

Let the Games Begin!😁

I scream,

“I give EVERYTHING too Win..!”

….🤔 why do I write about Hope’s and Dreams so much? Well, having been drafted, and sent to War against this Disease MS…. Writing on this blog, painting pictures of a brighter future, may have been a battle, but I can say, “I feel I am winning, finally!” The War of the Mind, and Soul… & soon with many prayers the Body…. Thank you for following me on this journey… Thank you for the prayers as well❤

From LIMITLESS too those who follow Taylor’s Poetry Corner!❤