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Who do you spend the most time with?

MYSELF!

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There MUST be a lounge in my head where these thoughts mingle.

Sitting with Cannabis cigar in hand,

Reflecting on the day & how it was spent.

Time investments made towards the portfolio of life.

Calculating ratios of wins vs. loses…

Adjusting the line-up of decisions that lay before the next day.

My eyes drift off to the distance exploring the scene.

My thoughts and I cycle outcomes of our next move on the chess board.

Spending countless hours contemplating each move made…

To answer this question,

Who do you spend the most time with?

I would have to say myself…

Whom it takes a Lifetime to know…

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

Chapter…. whatever…

If I sound whiney,

It’s because….

I AM-

To experience this on a daily basis is a struggle in and of itself.

I’ve been in this fight for almost 20 yrs.,

NON STOP….

I’m sharing my daily trials to help those that don’t understand how life is changing..,

In some cases, devastating…

It’s almost like you literally lose yourself in constant pain, only seeking some form of relief.

Fighting to keep your head above these troubling seas of depression cleaving to the only lifeline you have…

“HOPE…”

It takes time for spouses and loved ones to fully understand.

The thought that they suffer with you, cry with you..,

Pray for you…

Is clouded by self-absorbed turmoil…

It’s hard to see this in the darkness of your own suffering.

So we FIGHT ON

Fighting to live beyond this…

Which will never define Me…

RIGHTEOUS PERSUITS…

THE SWEET TASTE

LIMITLESS

Who am I?

A reflection of The KING!

IN I-

looking with a redeeming eye.

I was Blind!

Now I see how I can transform into this new identity,

of me,

The King & I reflecting The King in eye.

Aspiring to do great things with the motivation of a Great Dream.

Sprouting great wings!

Flying higher than the greatest of expectations!

Walking in a forever revelation.

Bathing in an eternal destination –

Life Continues…

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It’s interesting to see what melodies bring to the surface screaming to have their expressions exposed…

Check out this track on TIDAL: “Without Me” by Halsey https://tidal.com/track/95809187

To the Surface…

LIMITLESS

The Elements of Decision produces a blink of change seizedin moments ticking by passing those caught in the delusion a fatal illusion made to keep a freebird behind cages mental-

Pages held in prison until risen to the surface of the next page pouring out these feelings bleeding hope over disappointment Faith feeds this blaze unquenchable.

This Blaze,

Unquenchable….

So many questions are left unanswered by the one question that Holds Many Still…

WHAT IF…?

LIMITLESS

Bending as a branch pressed by the fury of the Storm…

These thoughts carry the stamps of a Life Lived.

Trail markings painting a portrait of moments gone but still treasured…

Answering the thoughts wrapped in a question,

“WHAT if???”

Fear holding it unanswered.

Why give into the Fear of the Unknown, possibilities forsaken; Forsaking your creative rights to write your own story.

Where the Brave are described giving Glory to the one that Titled them both Women and Men to be,

FEARLESS…

When answering the question,

“What IF..?”

“Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking.” – Marcus Aurelius

LOVE INDEED

LIMITLESS

No mystery that the key to Joy would be Love truly enjoyable,

Real Hearts on the Potters Table-

Moldable…

Humbly secure that their hearts remain pure with the intentions genuine…

What would this World be with true giving ruling humanity..?”

Sharing our time giving hands receiving the Master Givers Command.

Tend this field of Grace growing Hope until the fruits of diligent Dreams bloom.

Ripening in the Light of Everlasting Sun…

REJOICE!

EVEN THROUGH the Freezing barren waste of Winters Fury!

HOPE SPRINGS ETERNAL…

Travel Freely in the realm of Imagination. In this private room of your Dreams lays a canvas- BLANK. Only what YOU believe will remain…

Imaginations Portrait…

LIMITLESS

Laying in the meadow of a clear green Imagining my path and its twist turns dips leaving mental burned

Scarred…

Over time these bruises on the mind rest;

Taking in the feeling of this beautiful healing…

Witnessing first hand the effects of redemptions command..,

“BELIEVE”