MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

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There are days when it’s not all bad…

Dealing with multiple sclerosis,

Plus, dealing with the trials of the day

make it that much more valuable;

when you get days where you feel

Somewhat Normal.

Im still on a mission to find a cure to defeat this adversary once and, truly, for ALL.

A cure for me & all who are walking this path with me…

It’s a different perspective on life when you are confronted with your own mortality.

It’s a festering thought in the back of the mind,

Taunting & Cruel,

Reminding you that you are on borrowed time…

Still..,

That is overcome by the love I have surrounding me, reminding me that all is not lost.

As it was said to me by my spiritual mentor, ” As long as you are alive, there is always Hope…” – Apostle M. Waller

HOPE is my Anchor in this Storm.

An anchor held firmly in my grip…

HOPE, everlasting…

Imagine that….

What does your ideal home look like?

Wish list:

Main floor, basement, second floor, home office, home theater – and I mean real deal home theater with Popcorn & candy.

Has to be by water, a private community lake, or ocean front above Sea level property.

There are plenty of rooms for family and friends.

JACUZZI

SPA

Outdoor FULL ENTERTAINMENT SPACE

And a garage leaking Horsepower!

With a racetrack… mmm… Driveway, with 3 elevation changes, simulating A JAPANESE TOGUE RALLY COURSE!

….

That’s a good start…😎

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

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Well,

These last few days have been…

Well,

Depression is REAL…

It’s hard at times to find your way out.

By Gods grace, I have a strong support circle who is here to lift me up and keep me afloat.

It is TRUE

“TEAM WORK MAKES THE DREAM WORK”

I hope and pray you have the same

strength with in you, as well as around  you.

Keep pushing forward,Β  learn the lesson of the day & move towards the next adventure.

LIFE is a one-time experience…

Dont spend it in the Dark of Depression…

THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER,

Not only in life,

but..,

Within yourself as well…

Besides…

Quitting has NEVER been an option…

πŸ™πŸΎ

This should be Fun

How would you design the city of the future?

Hmmm…

1st,

What kind of environment am I dealing with?

2nd,

peaceful or hostile?

3rd,

What are my available resources?

Ok, let’s say it’s a peaceful thriving World

A secure perimeter is a must

Barter & Trade exchange

Ok, security, BIG TIME. It’s nice to think we all can get along… but seriously, some of us don’t even get along with family members.

A whole society…

SECURITY!!!!

Pretty much the standard needs to function and operate.

LOL

How deep down this rabbit whole do you wanna go..?

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX CONTINUES….

At the start of the day, many can attest to this. There is a gloomy cloud over your head to greet you…

For those who may not understand,

The battle with depression is REAL…

Multiple sclerosis brings its own burden with it, and then you compound adulting on top of that!

It’s a real struggle.

There is a reason we wave the MS WARRIORS banner.

This is a real Fight for your Life.

A fight to retain who you are while staying a float mentality.

This is not for the faint of heart…

Multiple sclerosis will reveal what kind of heart you have.

WARRIORS LIVE HERE πŸ’ͺ🏾

TO WIN IS THE ONLY OBJECTIVE…

Why not…

Write about a random act of kindness you’ve done for someone.

Tips and gratuities, a little extra.

I believe in GIVE & IT shall be given, Karma, the Golden Rule of doing unto others as you would have it done for you…

Also, times are hard, even if you are managing, the price of gas, food, and goods.

And everything else in between…