MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

ANOTHER DAY IN THE BOOKS…

While STREET FIGHTER RINGS IN MY HEAD,

“ROUND 1 FIGHT!!!’

As I wake up with EVERYTHING on

DEF-COM 3!

Here we go again…

Rolling out of bed slow and easy…

OUCH!!!

Walking through the house OUCH-

Ouch!!!!

Pens and Needles + the occasional electric shock through my spine, legs, feet…

What a DAY…

STILL UNDEFEATED THOUGH!!!

CURE HUNTING STILL MISSION 1!!!

There will be a day when I win while I yet live and breathe!

NO WAY THESE SCARS WILL BIND ME!!!

But…

The fact of the Matter is…

IM TIRED, LOL

I’m running on a quarter of a tank here….

But still…

UNDEFEATED!!!

Still standing!!!

Still FIGHTING 💪🏾🫶🏾

🥹….

What’s the most delicious thing you’ve ever eaten?

IT…

WAS SOOOO PERFECT….

Chocolate swirled around with creamy peanut butter with bitter dark chocolate layer of fudge blanketed by a Creamy Whipped to perfection, CHEESE CAKE FILLING…

Laid upon a bed of buttery granola pie crust…

This is followed by a Carmel whipped cappuccino…

PERFECTION,

In every bite…

THERE IS AN EXISTENCE BEYOND THIS FRACTION OF TIME WE SEE…

How important is spirituality in your life?

A bond of soul & Spirituality.

Touching dimensions beyond natural sight.

Where the 3rd eye views portraits of light descending deep into the soul.

A lasting imprint of an origin long forgotten.

Strands of a present vision…

THE SPIRITUAL blueprint scribed upon the tablet of my heart unlocked in the whispers of my dreams…

We, too, are SPIRITUAL beings…

😮

What are the most important things needed to live a good life?

HECK

I DONT KNOW🤷🏾‍♂️

How you determine a good life is after it has ended.

That is judged by who is left behind & impacted by that Life.

This list will change for every person who answers this question.

Sure, some may be similar,

But every answer will be seen differently…

It should say, “What do YOU THINK are the most important things to having a good life.”

That I can answer…

🤔

🤔….

Who do you spend the most time with?

MYSELF!

🤣

There MUST be a lounge in my head where these thoughts mingle.

Sitting with Cannabis cigar in hand,

Reflecting on the day & how it was spent.

Time investments made towards the portfolio of life.

Calculating ratios of wins vs. loses…

Adjusting the line-up of decisions that lay before the next day.

My eyes drift off to the distance exploring the scene.

My thoughts and I cycle outcomes of our next move on the chess board.

Spending countless hours contemplating each move made…

To answer this question,

Who do you spend the most time with?

I would have to say myself…

Whom it takes a Lifetime to know…

Encouraging others

Describe one simple thing you do that brings joy to your life.

TO help others succeed in defining their ways of life…

To encourage others to “Live your best life every day…”

To KNOW you are worth the time, the effort to invest in yourself…

Speaking to self, the interpretation of the meaning of perfection.

TO Share the love for this life that I have found…

Overcoming the depths of darkness to be exposed to this beautiful gift…

LIFE…

To speak LIFE into the dreams of others who hold Hope close.

To be LIMITLESS…

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

Chapter-

Another day…

I have to say honestly that every day isn’t terrible.

With the help of family, friends, good meds & Grade A greens, 💚

Help the time in this torture chamber that is MS, pass by with a lot more worth.

IT’S a weird contrast to having an infliction such as this to give you the proper perspective…

Savor each day!

Cherish each joyful memory…

MAKE THIS LIFE

Something to remember…

Then, if you awake to a new day…

LET’S DO IT AGAIN!!!

DAYS WON THIS YEAR:

MS 0 – ME 152 & counting!