Category: Story of my Life

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX CONTINUES….

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At the start of the day, many can attest to this. There is a gloomy cloud over your head to greet you…

For those who may not understand,

The battle with depression is REAL…

Multiple sclerosis brings its own burden with it, and then you compound adulting on top of that!

It’s a real struggle.

There is a reason we wave the MS WARRIORS banner.

This is a real Fight for your Life.

A fight to retain who you are while staying a float mentality.

This is not for the faint of heart…

Multiple sclerosis will reveal what kind of heart you have.

WARRIORS LIVE HERE 💪🏾

TO WIN IS THE ONLY OBJECTIVE…

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MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

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ANOTHER DAY IN THE BOOKS…

While STREET FIGHTER RINGS IN MY HEAD,

“ROUND 1 FIGHT!!!’

As I wake up with EVERYTHING on

DEF-COM 3!

Here we go again…

Rolling out of bed slow and easy…

OUCH!!!

Walking through the house OUCH-

Ouch!!!!

Pens and Needles + the occasional electric shock through my spine, legs, feet…

What a DAY…

STILL UNDEFEATED THOUGH!!!

CURE HUNTING STILL MISSION 1!!!

There will be a day when I win while I yet live and breathe!

NO WAY THESE SCARS WILL BIND ME!!!

But…

The fact of the Matter is…

IM TIRED, LOL

I’m running on a quarter of a tank here….

But still…

UNDEFEATED!!!

Still standing!!!

Still FIGHTING 💪🏾🫶🏾

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

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Chapter-

Another day…

I have to say honestly that every day isn’t terrible.

With the help of family, friends, good meds & Grade A greens, 💚

Help the time in this torture chamber that is MS, pass by with a lot more worth.

IT’S a weird contrast to having an infliction such as this to give you the proper perspective…

Savor each day!

Cherish each joyful memory…

MAKE THIS LIFE

Something to remember…

Then, if you awake to a new day…

LET’S DO IT AGAIN!!!

DAYS WON THIS YEAR:

MS 0 – ME 152 & counting!

TRUTH

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What quality do you value most in a friend?

We all need that one person that will tell you the truth about you.

At the same time, they will allow you to do the same for them.

That one person on this entire planet who truly understands you.

Through thick and thin, when all cards are on the table, they are the one voice that either tells you to fold or

LET IT RIDE

The one person that is closer to you than your own blood relatives.

The one person who will drop everything to do whatever is needed on your behalf.

THE BEST OF THE BEST

A TRUE Friend in every sense of the word…

EVER EXPANDING VISION

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What does “having it all” mean to you? Is it attainable?

“HAVING IT ALL”

1st, define ALL?

Is it material things houses cars a jewelry collection meant for a King?

Is it a full house flowing over with life?

Multiple generations under one roof sharing a rich sense of family?

Where is the limit, the end to say when enough is enough?

I guess any answer will do when you are able to define,

what does,

“Having it all” mean to you?

For me, having it ALL is a moment of satisfaction.

A feeling of contentment.

The feeling you get when you look at your life and say, “ALL is well with in my soul”

For me…

Having it all is-

PEACE…

YES, it is obtainable…

A pursuit that is well worth the effort to find…

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX CHAPTER 🤷🏾‍♂️

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Another day in the ring swinging with fierce energy landing blow after blow

upon that which burdens me…

Over this,

Victory, I see a grand Army standing with me walking towards our Day!

A community of WARRIORS standing

Mending these open wounds seeing a future where this battle will be over soon…

While we LIVE beyond this

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

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Chapter…. whatever…

If I sound whiney,

It’s because….

I AM-

To experience this on a daily basis is a struggle in and of itself.

I’ve been in this fight for almost 20 yrs.,

NON STOP….

I’m sharing my daily trials to help those that don’t understand how life is changing..,

In some cases, devastating…

It’s almost like you literally lose yourself in constant pain, only seeking some form of relief.

Fighting to keep your head above these troubling seas of depression cleaving to the only lifeline you have…

“HOPE…”

It takes time for spouses and loved ones to fully understand.

The thought that they suffer with you, cry with you..,

Pray for you…

Is clouded by self-absorbed turmoil…

It’s hard to see this in the darkness of your own suffering.

So we FIGHT ON

Fighting to live beyond this…

Which will never define Me…

ANOTHER CHAPTER IN MY LIFE/FIGHT WITH MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS

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MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX Cont….

F#@% where do I start here…

Okay…

After I freaked out because my arm went rouge;

Deciding to lock up on its own!

My muscles flexing to the point of tearing themselves apart at the seems…

ON TOP OF THE  BURNING OF THE SOUL PIERCING ELECTRIC SHOCK!!!!

That came with exposed Nurves touching each other…

Slow salt in the wound Torture came every day,

All day…

When will this END???!!!

Then I remembered an old friend…

IT WAS A DARK AND STORMY NIGHT…

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You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?

……

Yeah,

That’s all I got, 😆

But, seriously, how’s this..?

” My life changed in one day…”

An experience I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy….

It’s a pain I can only describe as HELL FIRE  raging under my skin!

Pain, so intense…

MY BODY IS ATTACKING ITS SELF…

Someone HELP ME….!!!

The answer came in the form of skeptical silence…

NO ONE returned my plea for salvation!

JUST PILLS

Injections

SPINAL TAPS!!!

Nothing

But

Nothing helped to quinch this raging onslaught of pain so intense…

Feeling helpless,

And all I was doing was trying to put on a sock…

I HATE MS….

“I guess I can start with that…”