Imagine that….

What does your ideal home look like?

Wish list:

Main floor, basement, second floor, home office, home theater – and I mean real deal home theater with Popcorn & candy.

Has to be by water, a private community lake, or ocean front above Sea level property.

There are plenty of rooms for family and friends.

JACUZZI

SPA

Outdoor FULL ENTERTAINMENT SPACE

And a garage leaking Horsepower!

With a racetrack… mmm… Driveway, with 3 elevation changes, simulating A JAPANESE TOGUE RALLY COURSE!

….

That’s a good start…😎

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX CONTINUES….

At the start of the day, many can attest to this. There is a gloomy cloud over your head to greet you…

For those who may not understand,

The battle with depression is REAL…

Multiple sclerosis brings its own burden with it, and then you compound adulting on top of that!

It’s a real struggle.

There is a reason we wave the MS WARRIORS banner.

This is a real Fight for your Life.

A fight to retain who you are while staying a float mentality.

This is not for the faint of heart…

Multiple sclerosis will reveal what kind of heart you have.

WARRIORS LIVE HERE πŸ’ͺ🏾

TO WIN IS THE ONLY OBJECTIVE…

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

ANOTHER DAY IN THE BOOKS…

While STREET FIGHTER RINGS IN MY HEAD,

“ROUND 1 FIGHT!!!’

As I wake up with EVERYTHING on

DEF-COM 3!

Here we go again…

Rolling out of bed slow and easy…

OUCH!!!

Walking through the house OUCH-

Ouch!!!!

Pens and Needles + the occasional electric shock through my spine, legs, feet…

What a DAY…

STILL UNDEFEATED THOUGH!!!

CURE HUNTING STILL MISSION 1!!!

There will be a day when I win while I yet live and breathe!

NO WAY THESE SCARS WILL BIND ME!!!

But…

The fact of the Matter is…

IM TIRED, LOL

I’m running on a quarter of a tank here….

But still…

UNDEFEATED!!!

Still standing!!!

Still FIGHTING πŸ’ͺ🏾🫢🏾

πŸ₯Ή….

What’s the most delicious thing you’ve ever eaten?

IT…

WAS SOOOO PERFECT….

Chocolate swirled around with creamy peanut butter with bitter dark chocolate layer of fudge blanketed by a Creamy Whipped to perfection, CHEESE CAKE FILLING…

Laid upon a bed of buttery granola pie crust…

This is followed by a Carmel whipped cappuccino…

PERFECTION,

In every bite…

THERE IS AN EXISTENCE BEYOND THIS FRACTION OF TIME WE SEE…

How important is spirituality in your life?

A bond of soul & Spirituality.

Touching dimensions beyond natural sight.

Where the 3rd eye views portraits of light descending deep into the soul.

A lasting imprint of an origin long forgotten.

Strands of a present vision…

THE SPIRITUAL blueprint scribed upon the tablet of my heart unlocked in the whispers of my dreams…

We, too, are SPIRITUAL beings…

πŸ€”….

Who do you spend the most time with?

MYSELF!

🀣

There MUST be a lounge in my head where these thoughts mingle.

Sitting with Cannabis cigar in hand,

Reflecting on the day & how it was spent.

Time investments made towards the portfolio of life.

Calculating ratios of wins vs. loses…

Adjusting the line-up of decisions that lay before the next day.

My eyes drift off to the distance exploring the scene.

My thoughts and I cycle outcomes of our next move on the chess board.

Spending countless hours contemplating each move made…

To answer this question,

Who do you spend the most time with?

I would have to say myself…

Whom it takes a Lifetime to know…