If humans had taglines, what would yours be?
“COME WITH ME IF YOU WANT TO LIVE”
Category: hope
🤔….
Who do you spend the most time with?
MYSELF!
🤣
There MUST be a lounge in my head where these thoughts mingle.
Sitting with Cannabis cigar in hand,
Reflecting on the day & how it was spent.
Time investments made towards the portfolio of life.
Calculating ratios of wins vs. loses…
Adjusting the line-up of decisions that lay before the next day.
My eyes drift off to the distance exploring the scene.
My thoughts and I cycle outcomes of our next move on the chess board.
Spending countless hours contemplating each move made…
To answer this question,
Who do you spend the most time with?
I would have to say myself…
Whom it takes a Lifetime to know…
Encouraging others
Describe one simple thing you do that brings joy to your life.
TO help others succeed in defining their ways of life…
To encourage others to “Live your best life every day…”
To KNOW you are worth the time, the effort to invest in yourself…
Speaking to self, the interpretation of the meaning of perfection.
TO Share the love for this life that I have found…
Overcoming the depths of darkness to be exposed to this beautiful gift…
LIFE…
To speak LIFE into the dreams of others who hold Hope close.
To be LIMITLESS…
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX
Chapter-
Another day…
I have to say honestly that every day isn’t terrible.
With the help of family, friends, good meds & Grade A greens, 💚
Help the time in this torture chamber that is MS, pass by with a lot more worth.
IT’S a weird contrast to having an infliction such as this to give you the proper perspective…
Savor each day!
Cherish each joyful memory…
MAKE THIS LIFE
Something to remember…
Then, if you awake to a new day…
LET’S DO IT AGAIN!!!
DAYS WON THIS YEAR:
MS 0 – ME 152 & counting!
TRUTH
What quality do you value most in a friend?
We all need that one person that will tell you the truth about you.
At the same time, they will allow you to do the same for them.
That one person on this entire planet who truly understands you.
Through thick and thin, when all cards are on the table, they are the one voice that either tells you to fold or
LET IT RIDE
The one person that is closer to you than your own blood relatives.
The one person who will drop everything to do whatever is needed on your behalf.
THE BEST OF THE BEST
A TRUE Friend in every sense of the word…
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX CHAPTER 🤷🏾♂️
Another day in the ring swinging with fierce energy landing blow after blow
upon that which burdens me…
Over this,
Victory, I see a grand Army standing with me walking towards our Day!
A community of WARRIORS standing
Mending these open wounds seeing a future where this battle will be over soon…
While we LIVE beyond this
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX
Chapter…. whatever…
If I sound whiney,
It’s because….
I AM-
To experience this on a daily basis is a struggle in and of itself.
I’ve been in this fight for almost 20 yrs.,
NON STOP….
I’m sharing my daily trials to help those that don’t understand how life is changing..,
In some cases, devastating…
It’s almost like you literally lose yourself in constant pain, only seeking some form of relief.
Fighting to keep your head above these troubling seas of depression cleaving to the only lifeline you have…
“HOPE…”
It takes time for spouses and loved ones to fully understand.
The thought that they suffer with you, cry with you..,
Pray for you…
Is clouded by self-absorbed turmoil…
It’s hard to see this in the darkness of your own suffering.
So we FIGHT ON
Fighting to live beyond this…
Which will never define Me…
ITS 4:20 SOMEWHERE!!!
🥳🤯😤😶🌫️🤗🫡
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ANOTHER CHAPTER IN MY LIFE/FIGHT WITH MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS
MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX Cont….
F#@% where do I start here…
Okay…
After I freaked out because my arm went rouge;
Deciding to lock up on its own!
My muscles flexing to the point of tearing themselves apart at the seems…
ON TOP OF THE BURNING OF THE SOUL PIERCING ELECTRIC SHOCK!!!!
That came with exposed Nurves touching each other…
Slow salt in the wound Torture came every day,
All day…
When will this END???!!!
Then I remembered an old friend…
IT WAS A DARK AND STORMY NIGHT…
You’re writing your autobiography. What’s your opening sentence?
……
Yeah,
That’s all I got, 😆
But, seriously, how’s this..?
” My life changed in one day…”
An experience I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy….
It’s a pain I can only describe as HELL FIRE raging under my skin!
Pain, so intense…
MY BODY IS ATTACKING ITS SELF…
Someone HELP ME….!!!
The answer came in the form of skeptical silence…
NO ONE returned my plea for salvation!
JUST PILLS
Injections
SPINAL TAPS!!!
Nothing
But
Nothing helped to quinch this raging onslaught of pain so intense…
Feeling helpless,
And all I was doing was trying to put on a sock…
I HATE MS….
“I guess I can start with that…”
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