WHAT A DAY

How do you celebrate holidays?

HOLIDAYS ARE FAMILY & FRIENDS TIME

Sit down for a moment is usually the thought after preparing for the day or the night of events.

The occasion makes it well worth it.

Spending time with family, friends, & FOOD!!!

Depending on the occasion, the menu is usually full of what everyone brought or bought.

Any occasion spending time with family members and friends makes time worth every second.

Smiles, laughter, & memories make it priceless.

With the reminder that not all of us are here to be seen or heard makes it even more precious.

The TIME we have together is unknown,

Therefore, there are some tears involved, from time to time.

Reminiscing about life…

Reflecting on lessons each of us has learned during the time apart helps fill the air with stories that help fill the air with emotions, which add value to every moment spent.

Recovering those lost to time refreshes their missing presence…

With a beautiful joy, we say hello with warm hugs,

Followed by Jabs to the ego as laughter spreads when your most embracing moments are shared by those closest to you.

The time is precious;

The reason to gather becomes bigger than the calendar date.

These moments remind us of the love we have anchored to us.

Family…

That’s what it really is about…

Whenever the pieces of your life come together in one place…

It’s the definition of a magic moment where…

Lost loved ones are resurrected with every recalled encounter…

We call to them when our thoughts run back to, DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN…?

Even writing this…

In our memories, our loved ones still exist…

Holiday…

What better occasion is there to see their smiles…

When we hear their voices…

When you reach the untouchable…

… Time has a sense of cruelty…

A double-edged sword…

Memories cords…

I think of these things as tears build in my eyes even know…

” DAMN I MISS YOU…”

My Family…

My friends…

These tears remind me…

I will see you again…

Until then, these occasions bring you back again…

I look up to the sky, knowing I will see you again…

CHERISH THE TIME YOU HAVE…

Every moment….

Every day….

As time ticks away…πŸ˜₯

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

CHAPTER-

There are days when it’s not all bad…

Dealing with multiple sclerosis,

Plus, dealing with the trials of the day

make it that much more valuable;

when you get days where you feel

Somewhat Normal.

Im still on a mission to find a cure to defeat this adversary once and, truly, for ALL.

A cure for me & all who are walking this path with me…

It’s a different perspective on life when you are confronted with your own mortality.

It’s a festering thought in the back of the mind,

Taunting & Cruel,

Reminding you that you are on borrowed time…

Still..,

That is overcome by the love I have surrounding me, reminding me that all is not lost.

As it was said to me by my spiritual mentor, ” As long as you are alive, there is always Hope…” – Apostle M. Waller

HOPE is my Anchor in this Storm.

An anchor held firmly in my grip…

HOPE, everlasting…

This should be Fun

How would you design the city of the future?

Hmmm…

1st,

What kind of environment am I dealing with?

2nd,

peaceful or hostile?

3rd,

What are my available resources?

Ok, let’s say it’s a peaceful thriving World

A secure perimeter is a must

Barter & Trade exchange

Ok, security, BIG TIME. It’s nice to think we all can get along… but seriously, some of us don’t even get along with family members.

A whole society…

SECURITY!!!!

Pretty much the standard needs to function and operate.

LOL

How deep down this rabbit whole do you wanna go..?

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

ANOTHER DAY IN THE BOOKS…

While STREET FIGHTER RINGS IN MY HEAD,

“ROUND 1 FIGHT!!!’

As I wake up with EVERYTHING on

DEF-COM 3!

Here we go again…

Rolling out of bed slow and easy…

OUCH!!!

Walking through the house OUCH-

Ouch!!!!

Pens and Needles + the occasional electric shock through my spine, legs, feet…

What a DAY…

STILL UNDEFEATED THOUGH!!!

CURE HUNTING STILL MISSION 1!!!

There will be a day when I win while I yet live and breathe!

NO WAY THESE SCARS WILL BIND ME!!!

But…

The fact of the Matter is…

IM TIRED, LOL

I’m running on a quarter of a tank here….

But still…

UNDEFEATED!!!

Still standing!!!

Still FIGHTING πŸ’ͺ🏾🫢🏾

πŸ€”….

Who do you spend the most time with?

MYSELF!

🀣

There MUST be a lounge in my head where these thoughts mingle.

Sitting with Cannabis cigar in hand,

Reflecting on the day & how it was spent.

Time investments made towards the portfolio of life.

Calculating ratios of wins vs. loses…

Adjusting the line-up of decisions that lay before the next day.

My eyes drift off to the distance exploring the scene.

My thoughts and I cycle outcomes of our next move on the chess board.

Spending countless hours contemplating each move made…

To answer this question,

Who do you spend the most time with?

I would have to say myself…

Whom it takes a Lifetime to know…

Encouraging others

Describe one simple thing you do that brings joy to your life.

TO help others succeed in defining their ways of life…

To encourage others to “Live your best life every day…”

To KNOW you are worth the time, the effort to invest in yourself…

Speaking to self, the interpretation of the meaning of perfection.

TO Share the love for this life that I have found…

Overcoming the depths of darkness to be exposed to this beautiful gift…

LIFE…

To speak LIFE into the dreams of others who hold Hope close.

To be LIMITLESS…

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

Chapter-

Another day…

I have to say honestly that every day isn’t terrible.

With the help of family, friends, good meds & Grade A greens, πŸ’š

Help the time in this torture chamber that is MS, pass by with a lot more worth.

IT’S a weird contrast to having an infliction such as this to give you the proper perspective…

Savor each day!

Cherish each joyful memory…

MAKE THIS LIFE

Something to remember…

Then, if you awake to a new day…

LET’S DO IT AGAIN!!!

DAYS WON THIS YEAR:

MS 0 – ME 152 & counting!

TRUTH

What quality do you value most in a friend?

We all need that one person that will tell you the truth about you.

At the same time, they will allow you to do the same for them.

That one person on this entire planet who truly understands you.

Through thick and thin, when all cards are on the table, they are the one voice that either tells you to fold or

LET IT RIDE

The one person that is closer to you than your own blood relatives.

The one person who will drop everything to do whatever is needed on your behalf.

THE BEST OF THE BEST

A TRUE Friend in every sense of the word…