MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX

ME AND A LIL FRUIT TREE…

Passing from pill to pill-

Opiods SUCK-

From percocet to vicodin and back again.

TO No effect,  OPIODS SUCK, did nothing to mask that,

MS SUCKS!

The pain!

So I reached back into my memory banks, pulling up times full of smiles and laughter with some great food after,

Back to 19…

Reflecting on Purple and Green…

Buds are broken to fill a void…

A piece in the storm raging under layers of painful waves crashing against the walls of sanity…

Finally, a ledge to halt this free fall grabbing hold of a peaceful calm…

“HEY”

“Pass the Bong!”

Finally, relief…

Peace…

Found in a Cannabis leaf…

Random Smile

Describe a random encounter with a stranger that stuck out positively to you.

I’ve handed out my far share of good morning smiles.

Have a good one thank you notes.

It’s all been random in timing,

But intentional in pursuits.

The goal:

Just make someone’s day better than before they encountered you.

You never know how valuable a gesture of honest gratitude is to someone…

Just to know that there still are good people in this world who actually care about their JOINED communities.

People who think outside of themselves…

Givers…

MATT 5:9

“BLESSED are the peace Makers…” πŸ™πŸΎπŸ«ΆπŸΎ

ANOTHER CHAPTER IN MY LIFE/FIGHT WITH MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS

MEMOIRS OF A BLUE PHOENIX Cont….

F#@% where do I start here…

Okay…

After I freaked out because my arm went rouge;

Deciding to lock up on its own!

My muscles flexing to the point of tearing themselves apart at the seems…

ON TOP OF THEΒ  BURNING OF THE SOUL PIERCING ELECTRIC SHOCK!!!!

That came with exposed Nurves touching each other…

Slow salt in the wound Torture came every day,

All day…

When will this END???!!!

Then I remembered an old friend…

That Nightmare…

How have you adapted to the changes brought on by the Covid-19 pandemic?

I’m calmer now, for the most part…

I’m hyper on the sanitizer

I feel like I have to look over my shoulder every time someone coughs.

I still see people with masks on….

It wasn’t fake news….

I have friends who have lost family members…

I HAVE LOST FRIENDS…

I got SICK, and I have  MS!!!.

WTF!!!!

Fake news?!!!

My best friend got sick…

Everyone lost someone….

It was a NIGHTMARE

NOT FAKE NEWS….

We Lost SO MUCH….

And I do mean…

WE…😒

PURE POETRY

What activities do you lose yourself in?

LIMITLESS

When I write,

Listen,

Read…

The pictures the words paint across my imagination.

Coated with the colors of interpretation.

A shared perspective powerful enough to influence the mind.

Each word that caresses the soul speaks with eternel tone.

Whispering a beautiful ballot of phrases…

A treasure chest buried between pages…